Thoughts About Depression, read below

I'm sharing a thought that was conveyed to me during this full moon. I hope it resonates with someone. Always remember, you are not alone, we all suffer from the same condition called depression, but in which underneath may lie something more darker, deeper, and spiritual.

You've been fighting your depression for so long, always blaming yourself and thinking there is something wrong with you for wanting to not live. When in reality, who could blame you for not wanting to live a life of suffering, a life that is not natural to both the human body or soul. A life the system has designed to keep you enslaved, and to prevent you from finding out the real truth about your condition, or the real truth about human nature in general.
You don't want to live a life that isn't optimal to your natural instincts, natural to your soul's true calling. That's what suicidal thought truly are.

Also not fearing death is courage in disguise. A feature many brave warriors only could dream of. But you possess this blessing naturally.
Your soul knows there is a bigger meaning to it all, a higher calling, life after death, and that's why you are not afraid to sacrifice your life in a means to alarm people of the bigger cause. The bigger cause of what is truly wrong with this world.
Most people stay quiet, but you don't. You rebel, you express how you feel. You are not scared to show that a part of you feels it, knows that something is wrong with this world, even if you are not able to pinpoint what it is that is exactly bothering you and keeping you in a loop of feeling constantly miserable.
Bothering you, making you restless, even though we seemingly have it all in a material sense. We got food, shelter, a job, education, healthcare. But what we don't have is meaning, hope, real skills and real education. And most importantly nature and community, people around us who actually care about your condition and what you are going through.

You are one of the chosen ones. Part of the generation who'll rebuild the world to a better place. One of many rebels that won't settle for the enslaving world the system wants us to depend on, believe in and stay in. You are a warrior of a different but still special kind.
You deserve respect and gratitude in your own special way. Don't allow anyone to make you believe in your worthlessness. We might be weak and vulnerable alone, but we could be strong together.

Stay strong, and try to see the bigger picture of life. Not everything is as it seems.

Katrina L.